Monday, December 15, 2008

Merry Christmas

to all my dear fran:
tis christmas holiday i wont go back miri due to certain reason, so i m here wish every1 merry christmas n wish u all can hav a suprise during the christmas...^^
i will so disappointed tat cant c u all, hope tat i can c u all during chinese new year^^

best wishes n god bless u...

Monday, November 3, 2008

爱情之必修课

如果人一生中之有一个唯一,那我希望我不会错过我的那一个“他”。。。
但是,我又如何知道那一位是我的唯一呢???
如果只因为一时的不确定或为了一些可笑的原因错过了他,
那又该怎么办好呢???
但,如果在一起了才发现他并不是我一生中的那一个唯一呢??
我应该在未铸成更大的错误前就先放弃还是应该就将错就错呢??
常听人说,什么化学,生物学等等的科目很难,但其实爱情是最难修的科目啊!!
那是一个人就算用了一生的心思,一辈子的时间在读有关爱情的书也无法了解的。。。
没有一个人能说出“你是我永远的最爱”,就算说了,也只是一时的情谜吧了!!!
我希望我身边的朋友们都可以幸福,不必为了这一课人生必修课而烦恼。。。
愿主能保佑大家。。。

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

sharing...

jz wan to share every1 the email that i received jz nw... i feel touch bout it... wat bout u?

) 背你上楼的男人 她是城市的白领,他是城市的扛包工人.高中毕业后,两个人划着完全不同的青春轨迹.可是, 他们依然保持着恋人的关系.仅仅是保持着.白天,她在公司里喝正宗的雀巢咖啡,下班后,她吃他买来的廉价的冰棍;中午,她品味着公司里精致的饭菜,晚上, 他带她去脏兮兮的饭馆吃并不正宗的兰州拉面.她认为,自己的生活太不协调.这样的恋情,从开始的那一天, 便仿佛注定了某一种结局. 他每天去接她,然后送到她所居住的白领公寓的电梯口, 道一声晚安,匆匆离去.那天她突然想撒娇,她说背我上去吧!他看了看电梯,电梯运转良好, 然后他回头,说,好.他没问理由.他背着她,从一楼开始,慢慢向上爬.爬到一半他累了,他说休息一下好不好,她突然来了兴致, 娇嗔着说不行.他就真的没有休息,一直爬到她的寓所所在的13楼. 她问他累不累,他说累,比扛包累.她知道他说的是真的 , 她有了一丝感动.但他们还是分手了.因为有时候,仅有感动,并不能够将爱情维持 .爱情的本身,除了感动,好象还有太多的琐碎.城市里并不缺少一个扛包工人,所以他回到乡下. 他偶尔会给她打电话,告诉她他现在种着大棚,挣了一些钱.她听着,淡淡的. 那时她已经有了新的男友,门当户对的,可以充门面,协调生活的那种. 然后某一天,他有一次打来电话,说他攒够了五千元钱,这些钱可以在乡下娶老婆了.她发现,突然间,自己的眼角,竟然有些湿润.她新交的男友也是每天接她下班,送她至电梯,很绅士地道一声晚安,然后离去某一天她说,背我上去吧.男友说 ,行. 那时电梯停在一楼,男友背起她,飞快地冲进电梯.她伏在男友的背上,与电梯一起爬升,心却在飞快地下沉.男友嘿嘿笑着,好象对自己这个带着幽默的小伎俩很是满意.那一天,她没有接受男友照例的吻别. 她给他打电话,她问他那五千块钱花出去了吗?然后她便发现自己泪流满面.他说花出去了。她扔掉了电话,那一刻, 她觉得自己正在失去整个世界. 几天后她在电梯门口看到他,他的手里拿着一枚戒指,很高档. 他把戒指扬了扬,说, 五千块.她乐了.然后她开始哭泣,哭得一塌糊涂.她说背我上去?他说好.然后他背着她,一步步爬着楼梯.途中他累了,他说这次让不让休息,她说不行不行.他就沉默着,一直爬到了13层.这时她想,如果一个男人,肯背着一个女人爬最漫长的楼梯,甚至可以不问理由,那么,这个女人,还有什么理由拒绝他呢?她给了他一个长久热烈的吻. 2)<<一杯鲜奶 >> 一个穷苦学生郝武德.凯礼,为了付学费,挨家挨户地推销货品。到了晚上,发现自己的肚子很饿,而口袋里只剩下一个小钱。 然而当一位年轻貌美的女孩子打开门时,他却失去了勇气。他没敢讨饭,却只要求一杯水喝。女孩看出来他饥饿的样子, 于是给他端出一大杯鲜奶来。他不慌不忙地将它喝下。而且问说,『应付多少钱?』而她的答复却是:「你不欠我一分钱。母亲告诉我们,不要为善事要求回报。」于是他说:「那么我只有由衷地谢谢了」当郝武德.凯礼离开时,不但觉得自己的身体强壮了不少,而且对天主与对人的信心也增强了起来。 他原来已经陷入绝境,准备放弃一切的。数年后,那个年轻女孩病情危急。当地医生都已束手无策。家人终于将她送进大都市,以便请专家来检查她罕见的病情。 他们请到了郝武德?凯礼医生来诊断。当他听说,病人是某某城的人时,他的眼中充满了奇特的光辉。他立刻穿上医生服装,走向医院大厅,进了她的病房。医生一眼就认出了她。他立刻回到诊断室,并且下定决心要尽最大的努力来挽救她的性命。 从那天起,他特别观察她的病情。经过一次漫长的奋斗之后,终于让她起死回生,战胜了病魔。 最后批价室将出院的帐单送到医生手中,请他签字。医生看了帐单一眼,然后在帐单边缘上写了几个字,就将帐单转送到她的病房里。 她不敢打开帐单,因为她确定,需要她一辈子才能还清这笔医药费。但最后她还是打开看了,而且帐单边缘上的一些东西,特别引起她的注目。她看到了这么一句话:「一杯鲜奶已足以付清全部的医药费!」签署人:郝武德.凯礼医生。眼中泛滥着泪水,她心中高兴地祈祷着:「天主啊!感谢您,感谢您的慈爱,藉由众人的心和手,不断地在传播着。」

Monday, September 8, 2008

新新社会

最近,有一位朋友说我和FRED很好朋友。。
他还说了一个奇怪的话,
‘男女之间真的有纯友谊吗?’
这一句话让我百思不得其解。。。
对我而言,男女之间除了复杂的爱情外,
其实还是有珍贵的友情的。。。
我的那一位朋友还说,‘在他们的学校,男生接近女生都别有用心。。’
社会不停的进步,一切都要求简单化,
但人心却变得越来越复杂。。。
我不否认在我众多的朋友中,有一些酒肉朋友,
但这就是如今的社会。。
是我无法改变的社会。。。
如果我们继续被这社会埋没了良心,
那有一天,我也会完全变成那位朋友说的一样。。。
我并不想变成这样,
大家对这个又有什么看法呢??
不妨留言,大家研究研究吧。。。

Saturday, September 6, 2008

任性

一个任性的人,到底会对四周的人造成什么样的伤害呢?
以前的我,终能很骄傲的对人说,
我不需要依靠父母的经济支持也能继续做我想做的,我爱做的。。。
但是,最近,我变了。。。
不知道身边发生的事情,是让我成长了,学会了接受,
还是,让我变的懦弱了。。。。
任性的我,
伤害了身边关心我的人。。。
有些看不出的伤痕才是致命伤啊!!!
我从不否认我的大女人思想,
也不避嫌别人当面说我大女人,
但昨天却开始在考虑,我错了吗???
如果改变了我的任性真的可以保护我身边的每一个人,
那我会努力尝试,但请给我一点点时间,好吗??
我也想乘机与被我伤害过的所有朋友,亲人说句‘对不起’。。。

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

死党的留言



大家都说人是群体动物,所以朋友就显得更加重要。。。
对我而言,朋友是重质不重量。。。
有一百个,一千个,一万个的朋友都比不上一个真心的朋友。。。

上个星期五,和平时一样我去了团契,牧师说了价值与价格。。。

一位知心朋友的价值是无法用任何的价格来形容的。。。
明天是我的一位死党与一位干哥哥的生日。。。
我觉得十分遗憾因为不能出席CAROL的生日派对。。。
我连上课都会在想,派对一定很有趣得(哈哈,开玩笑罢了)
不过,我真的会在想我与这位死党发生过的点点滴滴。。。
我真的相信这是上帝为我们安排,所以我们才会认识(也可说是不打不相识,哈哈)
虽然,有时我觉得我们是两个世界的人,但是却很意外的聊起来,
从开始的闹意见到后来的一拍即合,用时间锻炼出来的默契让我分外珍惜你这位好友。。。
虽然,我今年并没在你身边陪你庆祝生日,但是我还是衷心地祝你生日快乐。。。
当然,还有我的哥哥啦(别说我遗留了你)。。。


Friday, August 15, 2008

every1's role

i think many ch ppl should knw tat prefect installation is held on thurs n 2day is their 1st duty..
congratz to those who gt watever they wan bt 4 those who cant achieve wat their wan, plz dun disappointed... n plz change ur mind tat only leader hav the right n power to order ppl...
gud leader nt a gud follower bt gud follower muz be a gud leader...
y i say so??
bcz those nvr be a follower wil nvr think bout follower's feeling n they hard to lead their team as compared wif those who be a follower b4...
no1 will be follower 4ever, Earth is nw turning around n day by day, year by year...
tis is only start of our teenage, we stil develop nw n wil be adult, old ppl as well...
after a yearor some years (depend on hw a ppl think), u wil feel tat urself is nonsense n tis is a only a small small small part of our life (i think nt even 1%)...
i think human is nt as gud as animal is tat they refuse to change wat they r having nw or having b4...
y dun we jz try to change ourselves rather than change the fact...
i m nw study in the college tat mainly malays n i even the only chinese in my class... can i jz change my college or watever other ways??
the ans is NO... i nw try my best to change myself as i admit tat i m a racist ppl... bt nw... i feel gud wif all my classmate n i can learn a lot from tat...
i nvr think tat b4 bt finally i done it... n i think is quite success for me...
so, plz dun think too narrow... god had chose the road for u all.. we jz ned to follow the road by improve ourselves...

*no offence anyway

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

tis 2 days...

sun i go food fair n meet a lot of my frans...... those who i long time no c, those i miss a lot, n those of my dear fran... very happy to meet u all n so happy can join the food fair again..
mayb tis is my last time to attend food fair bah.. i oso nt sure... hehe..
then mon i go sch n attend f6 class...
accidently having chemis quiz with them together... blurr blurr de oso can test... muahaha..
then during the quiz, i wac a interesting movie (those at spot should knw)... really exciting movie ah... otot i been shocked awhile.. bt still ok lah... atleast is free de...haha
n then i m so lucky to attend mrs tiong class... i realy admire her eng... n hw she pronounce realy perfect... hope tat i can achieve her eng lvl in my future...
n then tues i go sch again... n the phy teacher de power point cant be opened n he use other ppl slide show... once he open,,,, my god!!!! is matriculation de eh... haha... our college de lecture note use in f6 eh.. i hav only 2 words to say --- 'no comment'... haha
then some1 go meeting whole day n left me alone... br atleast i hav learn something la...
tml i m going to cosway or wac movie... haven make decision yet la... still thinking bout it...
n whoever read my blog nw, tis thurs is prefect installation, go supprt the future headprefect ba ( otot i dunno who wil be bt i knw mus be our fran) hehe^^
watever la.. jz let it be n wish them gud luck..
may god bless u all...

Friday, August 8, 2008

i m bac^^

today 08/08/08, olimpic day oso my home sweet home day...
hooray^^ i m nw at home, enjoying 2 weeks holiday.. haha..
finally...
i hav suffer there for 3 months n nw i can sleep on my bed, wac my astro n is i chose channel, nt rebut wif those malays...
chinese in kml is like tat de la... i oledi xi guan liao lo...
bt jz nw my flight delay half hour (mas oso delay???? omg!!!) make me cant wac the opening ceremony at 08.08pm... so disappointed...
anywhere, can reach home i oledi very happy liao...
* in conclusion, i only wan to share my happiness wif every of my frans^^
lastly, happy olimpic day^^
muahhaha

Thursday, June 5, 2008

matrikulasi life

hi every1... long time no on9 lo... finally can on9 cz dorothy borow me her laptop... thz very very very much to u^^
bout matrik, compare wif chung hua f6, here can wear pretty pretty de clothes otot ned wear like dumpling (no offence ha)
i live in block c the 3rd floor... so high man.. very tired every time i go bac my room (i treat it as a keep fit method anyway)
my roommate r 2 sabah malays... they all treat me very gud jz i cant understand wat they say sometime... sabah melayu is a bit diff la....
once i come here the 3rd day was holiday for a week... i attend a methodist camp tat chairman is king hui.... i knw a lot of fran from the camp n i wil appreaciate them as well...
we nw plan a party on the coming sun to celebrate dumpling day here bt here no pork is allowed (halal lalala...) chinese come here suffer cz even wan listen to chinese song oso cant (i mean in cafeteria)

here de thing damnly expensive oh... mee for 4.5... the most expensive mee tat i nvr eat... so xin tung la...
we here everyday only think hw to save $$ nia... others from tat is hw to earn $$... haha... every1 come here turn into new leaf tat is kedekut... haha...
2day until here 1st la... so tired nw...
wish every1 gudluck n thz for those who msg me when i feel bored.. thx the ppl in camp who take care of me... so touch... thz very much...
may god bless u all^^

Friday, May 23, 2008

非常抱歉

SRY TO EVRY1 TAT READ MY BLOG。。
因为我本来想写我的心情感受但是却无法达成。。。
昨天我姐的学院答应收我了但我却的在26日去报到。。
我只有用这4天时间好好准备。。。
所以特别在这通知所有的朋友(可能没人在意吧!!哈哈!!〕。。
不过也让我假假有人关心一些。。。哈哈。。。
离开美中中六,我非常不舍得我的朋友(无论是中六的还是JUNIOR朋友〕。。
各位,再见。。
短时间内都没机会写BLOG了。。。
希望你们偶尔想想我,传些短讯给我。。。哈哈。。好恋吧!!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

form 6 teacher

i start my sch for bout 1 week oledi... the following is jz a bit bout wat i think bout my teacher...
1st, is my form teacher, mr liew... he is my phy teacher too bt sry 2 say tat i think his phy is nt such good...

i can still remember the 1st day he came into my class n show us a formula tat F=M divide by A.. bt, i think every1 who had study phy b4 should noe tat F=MA... omg, tis is my 1st image bout him.. no offence la cz f6 is realy cant depend on teacher... bt actually he is nice...

my favour teacher is mrs tiong... her eng is damn good n i really learn a lot of new word from her... i m so sry tat i hav ponteng her 1st 2 class accidently (reali accidently n i feel regret).... i heard some1 say mayb she is nt the gud principal bt she mz be a good teacher... i totally agree bout it... i nt sure tat she is a good principal or nt bt she reali a super nice teacher... haha^^ a bit admire her liao...

then is bout my maths t teacher, ms lu... erm... but her, i think she is a hardworking teacher... she do a lot of note b prepare a lot for us... i hav no comment bout whether she is ''lihai'' or nt la mayb wil update it next time... hope tat she dun make all of us disappointed ...

till nw i only start the 3 teacher lesson so for other teacher i still hav no comment n mayb i will post bout the form 6 teacher 2 next time... haha.. mayb no la... next time i wil write something bout my feel using bc... cz nw i using my bro's laptop (since he go out liao, then i sure wan steal n play la... haha.. bro, dun angry), so i dunno where to type chinese... haha...

tat's all nw... wish every1 hav a happy day... happy wesak day for tomolo...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

form 6 life^^

well, i had began my form 6 life yesterday... n i wil hav orientation for 3 days...
1st day all of us divided into 8 groups n my group member r roland, qian jun, daniel n vivian...
we play for station game the 1st day, my group din win for it bt atleast we having the highest mark for our quiz n the game master even praise roland has a good general knowledge...
so proud to same group wif them... they r jz damnly smart...
the 1st station we play is in bio lab... they cover our eyes n put a mice on our shoulder n let guess wt the animal tat they hav prepare... tis call fear factor as wt they say... bt wt i feel is tis is the most funny station cz the mice is cute enof n nt horrble at all... haha...
2nd day we having drama competition... wat senior say is to train our muet oh (bt i dun hav much improvement) haha^^
my group performe a story guild line wif main character: batman, catwomen n robin...
well, dun u think tat 3 of them hav no link at all??? so we having our stupid story ourselve....
roland act as batman, me as the catwomen n daniel as robin...
we still hav qian jun as a goatman n vivian, i 4gt bout her character name( too hard 2 memorise).. haha...
anywhere we gt the champion for it n wat we gt is a rat... a small + tiny rat, a bit cute bt a bit dirty i think... no1 wan to bring it home bt finally qian jun been force to bring it home.. haha.. n we decide to feed it in our class lastly...
again, i m very proud to having all the group member... they r jz too smart n pro in eng...
due to the senior will having muet test tml, we hav only talk tml... so hope tat i can meet a nice teacher who giving talk, i mean dun too bored... haha... happy n tired day over... look forward to hav a nice day tml^^

Sunday, May 4, 2008

birthday feeling

well, yesterday is my birthday..every1 may think tat i m very happy...
however, something happen make me moodless..
specially thx my sis n freddie them get me birthday party bt i din go lastly...
thx whoever send me the birthday wishes like sze sze in kl, boon tung, bing bing, carolyn, si nan, chun sian, frog, fliani, jai zing n many others..(4giv me if i 4gt to mention here)
besides, specially thx for alvin tat call me from kl, i m really touch tat u still remember my birthday n i nvr think tat u will call me... thz very much..
n special thz for my dear cousin tat buy me an ice cream cake...i only mention 1 time tat long time din eat ice cream cake then she special book 1 for me... SO NICE THE CAKE...
n thz my family as well... thz the gift tat u all give... even a msg n a call i will appreciate it...
ell, bout the thing happen, thz for every1 caring... i m ok nw... thz for whoever pray when listen to the news... i m so glad to hav u all as my fran... thz thz...
lastly, sry for cancel the party again... tis is to show my respect to some1... hope u all understand n thz for the organiser again...

Thursday, April 24, 2008

最近我总觉得很烦,原因不详。。。
也许是因为我姐和一帮平时一起打闹的朋友即将离开。。。
他们一起去读书而我却不能跟他们去。。。
这是我心目中的遗憾。。。
尽管我多想去都好,那间大学却不收我。。。
为什么呢???原因如我的心情一样不详。。。
算了。。。我连在写什么都不清楚。。。哈哈

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

dun understand

something u din say, no1 wil understand...
if u tot ppl can knw wat u thinking nw, then i can tell u tat is impossible...
sometime, i m blurr tat my fran dun say the truth to me..
mayb nt only my parent dun blif me even my fran dun blif me...
actually i feel sad bout it bt wat can do??
i dun like to force ppl to do wat they dislike... (mayb sumtime yes..)
even sumthing is bout me, the refuse to tell me...
i dunno wat happen... i dunno i should ask for the ans or nt... i dunno everything...
bt dunno is a wrong oso???
i say wan put down sumthing b4 bt when everything is happen it come to my mind again..
my heart hope tat it come far from me bt it come near to me...
actually jz go like wat i hink b4 is ok bt y the truth is nt like wat i think??
i m tired nw to guess wat hapen...
since they dun wan to tell then jz let it be the secret 4ever...
i hav giv the chance to let them tell it bt seems like they refuse to do so...
no forcing then...
anyway, it is ok for me...
i wil jz accept the decision n wat had happen...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

the important of fran

2day, 1 of my good fran is gonna to somewhere else for the study...
suddenly feel tat lack of some1 who care me adi...
feel some upset bt of cz i wil be glad for him cz he can hav a brighter future soon..
jz wish him all the best here...
i cant imagine when my best fran go for somewhere soon then wat wil i feel...
bt in tis stage, we r jz prepared to leave for our future of cz...
no mater local u or oversea, we oso hav to study very hard to complete our study since the ppl in tis century look the cert so importance... (far from the topic liao.. haha^^)
dunno wat to say nw...
wish all f my fran all the best n hav a super bright future...
otot they cant c my passage nw, bt my wishes will send to their heart^^ haha


best wishes^^

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

1st interview experience

tis is my 1st interview in my life i think...
i m the last group among my batch...
once i reach there, almost all of them had reached (still gt 1 who from bintulu is more late than me) ...
n i saw siew hui, mathew, pollux, tse yui, adeline n many of chung hua students...
i m the last group so forced to wait bout a hour, bt luckily i can know new frans during the waiting proces...
then we go to the meeting room to rearrange our cert...
the guy who teach us rearrange our cert is damnly friendly...
he keep on talk wif us n make us relax more... *special thz for him
then we go to the interview room...
my group having the topic bout 'wat is the sport tat malaysia excel in? why?'
for me, it is a difficult topic bcz i reali dislike sport n nvr c the news bout sport...
bt thx god tat my dad n bro like to wac sport so i forced to wac it smtime... haha...
for my opinion, the 1 from st co is quite gesi, i mean his bi...
he can speak eng smoothly n he is oso very friendly....
the interviewer is quite nice too bt i m still very nervous during the interview...
luckily, i m wearing baju kurung so tat they cant notice tat my leg is 'dou'..... haha
bt i act to be calm anyway... wif smile during the interview to show my self confident...
bt all others look very very serious during the interview n only me keep on smiling... dunno interviewer will cut off my mark or nt... haha^^
actually i nvr think tat i can gt the scholarship bt it is reali a super good experiance for me to hav interview wif strangers n oso know a new fran...
we shake hand wif the 2 cute interviewer b4 we go... thz them to giv me a such good experiance...
ya, 4gt to mention tat tis is oso my 1st time to wear baju kurung...
i like it, it is comfortable^^
haha^^

Sunday, March 30, 2008

幸福的约定

看见我身边的朋友都十分幸福,我真的很替他们感到开心。。。。
但是,在他们之中,还是有让我担忧的人存在着。。。
比方说,他们爱的人不爱他们。。。
也有的,不敢向喜欢的对象告白。。。
总而言之,希望他们都能得到最终的幸福。。。。
也希望正在看这篇文章的你也幸福。。。
别让幸福岔身而过哦!!!

Monday, March 17, 2008

有所不懂

我实在不了解为何我的父母都不信任我。
比方说,上次我一家人出门,剩我一个人在家,他们竟然逼我到堂姐家住。
这对一些人而言是父母对我们的关心,但这对我而言却伤透我的心。
就连我要去KL读书,他们都怀疑我的能力。。。。
我真的这么不值得我的父母甚至其他人的信任吗???

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

result is out

i hav gt my result liao...
b4 i gt my result, wen oledi tell me my result...
bt i stil cant blif it...
although i cant gt straight a's, bt atleast i can gt a good result...
the stupid est hav spoilt my result la...
i hate it, bt i wil try to accept it....
once i gt my result, i m stil very worry...
wat i m worry is wat course should i gt for my future...
n oso can i gt the scholarship???
haiz... hope tat i can gt it n i wil try my best...

yan'91 3/08

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

So Nervous...

2 hours more the result is out...
i hav no confident at all for my result as i heard ppl say tat my sch only hav 2 straight A1's..
tis is the worst result tat i nvr heard b4...
i relly hope tat it is nt the truth....
u can jz imagine wat my feeling now...
yesterday nite i only sleep for 3-4 hours bcz i relly cant feel asleep la...
hope tat i wont cry later on... haiz...
wish me good luck la...

yan'91 3/08

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

old Fran

jz now i received my old fran call...
i was very suprised tat she called me, n of coz very happy...
she tell me the latest news of all my old fran now...
1 of them is going to "pindah rumah", 1 of them is now open a stall as her new job...
i m jz happy as all of them is upgrading themselves now...
hope tat they can owes happy n success in their life...

yan91 3/08

Saturday, March 1, 2008

天长地久 VS 曾经拥有

如果现在你眼前出现两个对象, 你会做出怎样的抉择呢??
第一个对象是你心里头常思念的人.你俩情投仪合,但他却即将要到国外深造了.
第二个对象是你的青梅足马,他对你一网情深而且可以陪伴你去深造.
你就算与第一个在一起,也要面对不久后的分离, 既是只能曾经拥有....
第二个, 可以给你天长地久的幸福, 但那真的是你所想要的幸福吗???
如果, 今天你站在这分叉路口, 你又会选择第一条路还是第二条路呢???

YAN 3/08

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

第一次的网志

这是我第一次在网上公开我的心情, 我并没有邀请我任何朋友, 甚至姐姐来看因为我并没有任何心里准备, 我只是需要一个可以释放我的感觉与压力的地方.
每个人都很羡慕我们中五班毕业后的生活...
但是, 我却认为这样的生活让我否决了自己的生活价值...
每天都过着好无意义的生活, 看戏,睡觉,吃饭....
好听的说法是享受人生, 难听的说法就是虚度人生啊!!!!
更糟糕的事是这样的生活不知道会到几时啊....
到底谁能告诉我SPM成绩几时出啊????

YAN'91