烦

最近我总觉得很烦，原因不详。。。
也许是因为我姐和一帮平时一起打闹的朋友即将离开。。。
他们一起去读书而我却不能跟他们去。。。
这是我心目中的遗憾。。。
尽管我多想去都好，那间大学却不收我。。。
为什么呢？？？原因如我的心情一样不详。。。
算了。。。我连在写什么都不清楚。。。哈哈

dun understand

something u din say, no1 wil understand...
if u tot ppl can knw wat u thinking nw, then i can tell u tat is impossible...
sometime, i m blurr tat my fran dun say the truth to me..
mayb nt only my parent dun blif me even my fran dun blif me...
actually i feel sad bout it bt wat can do??
i dun like to force ppl to do wat they dislike... (mayb sumtime yes..)
even sumthing is bout me, the refuse to tell me...
i dunno wat happen... i dunno i should ask for the ans or nt... i dunno everything...
bt dunno is a wrong oso???
i say wan put down sumthing b4 bt when everything is happen it come to my mind again..
my heart hope tat it come far from me bt it come near to me...
actually jz go like wat i hink b4 is ok bt y the truth is nt like wat i think??
i m tired nw to guess wat hapen...
since they dun wan to tell then jz let it be the secret 4ever...
i hav giv the chance to let them tell it bt seems like they refuse to do so...
no forcing then...
anyway, it is ok for me...
i wil jz accept the decision n wat had happen...

the important of fran

2day, 1 of my good fran is gonna to somewhere else for the study...
suddenly feel tat lack of some1 who care me adi...
feel some upset bt of cz i wil be glad for him cz he can hav a brighter future soon..
jz wish him all the best here...
i cant imagine when my best fran go for somewhere soon then wat wil i feel...
bt in tis stage, we r jz prepared to leave for our future of cz...
no mater local u or oversea, we oso hav to study very hard to complete our study since the ppl in tis century look the cert so importance... (far from the topic liao.. haha^^)
dunno wat to say nw...
wish all f my fran all the best n hav a super bright future...
otot they cant c my passage nw, bt my wishes will send to their heart^^ haha


best wishes^^

1st interview experience

tis is my 1st interview in my life i think...
i m the last group among my batch...
once i reach there, almost all of them had reached (still gt 1 who from bintulu is more late than me) ...
n i saw siew hui, mathew, pollux, tse yui, adeline n many of chung hua students...
i m the last group so forced to wait bout a hour, bt luckily i can know new frans during the waiting proces...
then we go to the meeting room to rearrange our cert...
the guy who teach us rearrange our cert is damnly friendly...
he keep on talk wif us n make us relax more... *special thz for him
then we go to the interview room...
my group having the topic bout 'wat is the sport tat malaysia excel in? why?'
for me, it is a difficult topic bcz i reali dislike sport n nvr c the news bout sport...
bt thx god tat my dad n bro like to wac sport so i forced to wac it smtime... haha...
for my opinion, the 1 from st co is quite gesi, i mean his bi...
he can speak eng smoothly n he is oso very friendly....
the interviewer is quite nice too bt i m still very nervous during the interview...
luckily, i m wearing baju kurung so tat they cant notice tat my leg is 'dou'..... haha
bt i act to be calm anyway... wif smile during the interview to show my self confident...
bt all others look very very serious during the interview n only me keep on smiling... dunno interviewer will cut off my mark or nt... haha^^
actually i nvr think tat i can gt the scholarship bt it is reali a super good experiance for me to hav interview wif strangers n oso know a new fran...
we shake hand wif the 2 cute interviewer b4 we go... thz them to giv me a such good experiance...
ya, 4gt to mention tat tis is oso my 1st time to wear baju kurung...
i like it, it is comfortable^^
haha^^